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Ch. Maskarade's
Johnny Walker Red "Shooter"
This has been a
tough week. Since Cody passed in his sleep, Walker and
Shooter are now gone. Walker had to be "taken in" -- his
rear no longer worked and he was in SUCH distress. We
absolutely refused to prolong that. As we suspected,
Shooter (who was not doing all that well himself,
rear-wise) did not do well without his brother/compadre
who he has been with for almost 14 years now. So he is
gone as well.
The tears are now not just flowing -- but, rather, the
sobs are coming. We loved them so, as you folks do your
older guys. They are so precious and hold so many
memories and their personalities have shaped us over the
last 14 years. For the better, we believe.
All three were warriors. Absolute super-heroes, in our
eyes. Never knew that they could not do anything -- and
anything they were asked to do, they did. Period. It
wasn't like their geeky handler -- gee, can I do this?
-- No, it was -- get out of the way so I can do this --
all three of them.
Walker was the "butterfly" -- his brother had 13 pts and
both majors and Walker had NONE. Ooops -- Shooter
finished only ONE WEEK before Walker. Shooter always had
an air of superiority about him -- albeit a sweet one --
and Walker just kind of roamed around under the radar --
taking his BOBs (despite the handlers who we heard say
they couldn't believe that piece of crap -- Walker --
had beaten their special to go into the group --
WHAT????? Everybody loses once in a while; and he was an
absolute beauty -- so I walked over to him, after he had
said it and knew I had heard it -- and just smiled -- a
BIG smile -- didn't need to say anything. He was such a
gentle soul. Went blind at an early age; some foreign
substance in his eye had destroyed his corneas. Every
single day of his "blind life" -- he came to us and sat
while we cleaned out his eyes and told him how gorgeous
he was -- and then he went happily on his way, guided by
his brother. He was almost Zen-like -- if a dog is
Zen-like -- so much patience, so little irritation --
another one of those guys, like Cody, that NOTHING
bothered. Just wanted his morning hugs and was happy for
the rest of the day. With his brother to guide him (of
course, when it came to the food, Shooter guided him --
but the price for that was a -- just one single -- bite
of Walker's food every morning so, of course, he got a
little extra to make up for that).
Shooter was Mr. Personality -- talk about an "ugly
duckling" that turned into a swan. Maxine Beam gave him
his first points at 9 months -- I was so thrilled
because he was my first "really knew what we were doing
show dog." Until I saw the picture -- what she saw in
him - must have been his structure because there was
NOTHING else in that picture. I loved him SO MUCH and
was SO proud of him -- BUT HE WAS SO UGLY. Bless his
heart. He blossomed into this magnificent dog. They both
finished before they were two -- how, we will never know
-- I could see it at 4 -- but at two? What the judges
saw was what we THOUGHT was there when we kept both boys
-- and bless each judge who put up each dog for that.
Shooter was a little more imperial than Cody or Walker.
He demanded respect. Didn't say-- oh, they're babies --
he said -- I AM TO BE DEFERRED TO (or some such thing,
in his best, authoritative doggy language). But he
didn't try to "kill" puppies without (in his mind) good
reason -- e.g., Elvira taking the chewy right out of his
mouth -- that was a defining moment for me -- I almost
fainted -- he bit her!!! But Elvira's mother just looked
at her and said -- are you really that stupid? And
walked off!! Taught the owner something there -- of
course, the bite wasn't anything major -- but Elvira
knew she was going to die. Right there, on the spot. She
had been attacked! Her mother wouldn't waste any time
giving her any sympathy so she had to settle for some
from me -- it clearly was not the same.
Both have proven to be sires that we could have never
dreamt of. Shooter giving us Bunny and Robin when he was
too old to be bred (11 yrs) -- he had to open a building
door and a run door and go inside to pick his girl, but
by golly -- he did it --probably the two best bitches he
ever produced for us. Of 17 dogs in our building, 12 of
them relate to Walker/Shooter (and there are more out of
the area) -- who could have known -- we didn't know
anything about that stuff really -- certainly were not
sophisticated enough to collect them as we should have
-- or to recognize their value in the first generation
-- it was sort of EXPECTED; you breed a champion, you
get a champion, right? We didn't really breed them all
that often -- but all of a sudden realized that the get
coming down from them did nothing but excel -- finally
the connection was made (doesn't take me but 5-10 years
to grasp a concept, as you know). God bless both of
them. Without them, there certainly is no us as the
composition of Maskarade stands today -- of course,
Mandy (their mom) and Cajun did well by us -- but we
really didn't have that "generational" concept down.
With Walker/Shooter, it seemed not possible to make
mistakes -- some, of course, were excellent but they
were all good or above average. Something in the genes,
obviously -- not in their owners!
There is, as you know who have lost older dogs, nothing
but love and peace emanating from them. Acceptance. We
were so fortunate to have the time, in each of these
occasions, to sit with them and cry our hearts out and
give them permission to go -- which each did, and more
promptly than we had wished. They wanted to be released.
Down the road, it is easier on one when the opportunity
is there to tell them what magnificent boys they have
been; how they have entered your soul and taken their
respective pieces of it -- how you will never be the
same, but will be better because of them and what they
gave to us -- both in achievements and in future get --
and what we were able to try to give back to them (not
NEARLY equal) but they know that. But its comforting to
be able to tell them. And hold them and hug them and cry
with them. It is so very, very empty without them.
Thank you for each who has had the patience to wade
through this. I know it was tough. Its been a rough
winter for a lot of people, but three in a week is more
sadness than we have dealt with in a very long time. It
was the right thing to do; we know that. And we have
never questioned when when it is their time -- we figure
it out and have always "gone with it." But this has been
somewhat of a surprise (no, not a shock -- none of these
boys were youngsters) to lose so many so quickly -- and
we are not asking "why" -- just doing the best we can to
cope with the decision that was made by a power higher
than us. Understanding the reason -- its a little hard
but the amount of "personal pronouns" in here are the
best clue -- it is not US -- it is THEM. What is best
for them at whatever that time may be. We accept it and
do our grieving, although that takes a while.
The pride our lives, the old guys (Bandit, Mandy,
Tenacity, Hank, Flyer -- the list goes on) -- are
waiting for them -- eagerly, we are sure. To meet them
as beautiful and free of pain and stress and aches as
they can be -- so everybody can dig their respective
holes (a skill that diminished as they got older) -- and
not just look at and wish they could do it like before,
but to chase and really, honestly catch the birds and
whatever other critters stand foolishly in front of them
--
God speed, guys -- we love you and miss you and were
honored to be your custodians for the brief period we
were allowed. |
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